Justin

Sean,

Today wasn't too bad. School was good. I talked to my friend Justin for about 2 hours tonight. I think you would like him. He came to the hospital and and sat with me for a while on Friday. He really didn't know how to deal with the situation but he did his best. I looked through my cell to call someone just to talk about shit like we used to and I really don't have that person. There isn't anyone in my cell that I can just call and talk about anything with. I mean there are people that I can call, but those calls kind of have to have a purpose. I could call you to tell you I saw a purple bird flying over my car and you would let me tell you about it even though you hated talking on the phone.

I talked to Trish about going to see a grief counselor tonight. She said she was interested and I think she needs to do it. She has some unresolved issues that I know have been haunting her for years. I hope she is able to go see the counselor and I hope she is able to get something out of it. Truth be told, I need to go see them too.

I'm gonna go take some medicine and probably get in bed

Miss you babe

Wes