"What we have enjoyed and deeply loved, we can never lose, for all that we love deeply becomes part of us." - Helen Keller

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Lesson Learned

Sean,

I think I learned something tonight. I took you for granted and I never actually talked to you enough and now I can't talk to you at all and it's killing me. I miss just being able to bore the shit out of you with a school story or act stupid and tickle you til you get that look on your face and tell me to stop. I don't have anyone to do that with anymore. I don't have anyone to share my space with. Just to know that you'd be there when I need you to be. There are minutes where I just don't want to do this without you at all and then I have minutes of absolute clarity and I know that I can go on to be the man you want me to be. Why do I have to do this without you. It's not fair at all.

Missing you a whole lot right now.

Wes

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