So things have been ok the past couple of days. There have been moments. But thats to be expected. Let's see....I was passed over for a job because I was over qualified, I spent over $400 on Amazon.com, and I still don't go to sleep at a decent hour. So yeah there are moments. Sometimes I cry when I sing in the car, but that's ok. There are songs I don't want to listen to yet.
Everything I bought off Amazon means something to me through you. Farscape, Stonewall, Trick, Rites of Passage, all the animated movies. They are all part of us. All movies that we watched and loved together. It still amazes me just how much our lives were influenced and affected by movies. It shouldn't surprise me because of how many hours we spent watching tv and going to the movies and all that. I think Trish are gonna watch a lot of movies coming up. Spending all that money at Amazon was done kind of intentionally because I wanted to do it but some of it was also accidental. It's done and I don't feel bad about it, really.
I opened the Netflix account back up. We had that for a long time. That account was opened like in 2004 or something like that. Maybe even earlier. So thats something I didn't want to do without. I'll figure out something when it comes to paying for the account
I'm gonna fire the grief counselor.
- He pissed me off and I don't like the outcome with Trish. I told you about that. I don't like it in the least bit.
- I think that with my friends, family and this blog I am gonna make it through this. There are so many people that are pulling for me, I can do this. I know that I've said this over and over and over, I hate the fact that I have to do this without you but I'll do it.
Miss you babe,
Wes
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